aaaah
hanya goresan tinta elektronik saja
banyak yang terjadi belakangan ini (definetly laah!!!)
firstly, i wasn't qualified for schollarship, damn, it hurts but i'll take it as a fortune to amazing other things this year. maybe not this year, maybe next year, amiiin.
now that I'm alone, Bimbee is at Bekasi, and I miss her a lot!!! oh this feeling torturing me all the time, I can't enjoy everything I did, I loose focus, I feel like I loose my half soul. Can I survive this fase of my life? can I become a GREAT mother for her? It's hard, maybe the hardest thing I ever get in my life, even the TPA test wasn't so hard like this (hehehehe).....
Last night when I videocalled her, I was so happy to she her on my iPad, she is just look stunning, beautiful and happy.....she wearing her red balinese house dress, she looks so cute, I really want to hold her so bad......
Mommy loves and miss you Bimbee
