my brain

aaaah


hanya goresan tinta elektronik saja

banyak yang terjadi belakangan ini (definetly laah!!!)

firstly, i wasn't qualified for schollarship, damn, it hurts but i'll take it as a fortune to amazing other things this year. maybe not this year, maybe next year, amiiin.

now that I'm alone, Bimbee is at Bekasi, and I miss her a lot!!! oh this feeling torturing me all the time, I can't enjoy everything I did, I loose focus, I feel like I loose my half soul. Can I survive this fase of my life? can I become a GREAT mother for her? It's hard, maybe the hardest thing I ever get in my life, even the TPA test wasn't so hard like this (hehehehe).....
Last night when I videocalled her, I was so happy to she her on my iPad, she is just look stunning, beautiful and happy.....she wearing her red balinese house dress, she looks so cute, I really want to hold her so bad......

Mommy loves and miss you Bimbee

my beautiful baby girl Bimbee

Alhamdulillah,

ini adalah putriku,,,
namanya Arimbi Afiqah

ini Arimbi waktu dipijat pas umur 1 bulan

she usually called Bimbee, just sound nicer dan cuter hehehehehe

sekarang bimbee udah umur 11 bulan daaaan bulan depan shes turning to ONe!!!! horaaaay
ini penampakkan Bimbee sekarang (lagi main)

stay happy and save my little princess, mommy loves you so much!!!!

update

Ya Allah

udah luamaaaaa banget nggak nulis di blog

banyaaaak sekali hal hal yang terjadi dalam hidup ini

menyesal rasanya nggak disiplin nulis di blog, karena membaca tulisan pengalaman yang sudah lewat itu menyenangkan...

soooo

ane mulai nyicil ah nulis lagi hehehehehehe